Only a few more hours until I can get this nasty organ removed. I've never looked forward to surgery. Actually it's not the surgery it's the drug induced stupor and rest after. I just need to get well. That's all. I'm still coughing and wheezing. I'm a little worried about the anesthesia as I always have an asthma attack after, but I told the surgeon so they'll be ready in post op. I'm on steroids. NASTY. I had this uncontrollable urge to eat chocolate last night so I had fat free frozen yogurt with a little chocolate syrup. It helped. That's what steroids do to you.
For dinner I had part of a beef pot pie and was soooooooo sick after. Had gold fish after that. Gold fish crackers are the only thing that taste good. I had coffee this am. Sick. But I had to take my meds with something. If you've never had steroids, you are missing out on the nastiest tasting meds of all time. They change your taste bud and EVERYTHING is nasty, especially water. One sip and I'm likely to puke. Nice huh?
I weighed this am, no gain,no loss. I'm up 3.5 pounds from lowest weight a few weeks ago. I think this is not bad as I've maintained that through all this sickness and not being able to exercise and the whole thing. I feel like crap. I feel like I used to feel before. My legs are cramping and sore all the time. My body craves movement and I just can't. Going up the stairs this morning to get the girls up resulted in my sitting on the side of the bed and wheezing and resting until I could breathe again. Ugh.
I hope all of you out there are doing well. I'm keeping up with the reading. Take care all of you and keep up the good fight for me.
Doc, sorry you are not feeling wel especially right before the big day. Get well soon and recover fast!
ReplyDeleteI still can't believe you let your husband off the hook for this and took an extra week of punishment, you're tough! Not long now...
ReplyDeleteYou're in my prayers Doc!
ReplyDeleteWhew...so glad relief is in sight. Enjoy the post surgery forced napping!!
ReplyDeleteAll the best for tomorrow doc.
ReplyDeleteSounds like those crackers are working miracles so keep munching if that's what it takes. The fact that you're still exercising control over what you eat (the yoghurt instead of chocolate) is amazing.
Take care and feel better soon.
Best of luck on your surgery!! I hope that it goes smoothly! Feel better and you'll be back on the weight loss road soon enough! Hugs!
ReplyDeleteGood job Maintaining. Positive thoughts and energy will help you recover and I'm sending some right now!
ReplyDeleteGoldfish are your sick food? Mine is teddy grahams. I can see how much they want to help me in their little faces...right before I chomp the head off :)
we're all praying for you...
ReplyDeleteI usually freak out a little waking up after surgery - can't remember why I'm there, can't see, etc. hate it.
I know you'll be so happy when the surgery is done. I'm sorry you are dealing with this extra dose of sickness right before the big day. Let us know as soon as you can how you are doing post op. (We will worry if you don't.) Oh, and you are making me crave Goldfish! See what you've gone and done?? LOL!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and wishing you good thoughts as you recovery gets closer and eventually you can enjoy your meals ( healthy meals) again.. I remember those days... I like me some gold fish too :-)
ReplyDeleteYou are in my thoughts:)
ReplyDeleteGood luck tomorrow, Dr. F! Saying a little prayer. You are so brave for putting this off to accommodate your hubby's schedule. Good times are coming!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you are almost done with this nasty gallbladder. I'll be thinking about you tomorrow - hope everything goes well and you feel nothing but wonderful afterward!
ReplyDeleteGlad youre finally getting that thing out. I wish you a speedy recovery and just think, you're bound to weigh less after.
ReplyDeleteHang in there, you're close to the end of the craziness. You've done so well and are holding at a lot lower weight than the one at which you began. You'll feel much better soon.
ReplyDeleteYou know you're going to feel a WHOLE lot better in a few days. I'm impressed with how you've kept your weight in check. Good on ya! Good luck tomorrow but I doubt you'll need it ... you'll do great.
ReplyDeleteIsn't great to actually feel like you used to ... to remember why you're working towards not feeling that way anymore.
Looking forward to hearing from you again soon, minus an organ. LOL
Doc, I am so looking forward to your recovery and kicking your ass in the Hot 100 fair and square!!
ReplyDeleteBeen thinking about you a lot lately. I got up today and thought that tomorrow, finally, you'd be rid of the big yucky.
ReplyDeleteSending a prayer your way for a successful surgery and a speedy recovery.